Welcome back to your favorite read of the week!! You guys!! 6 more days until I am on a plane to Italy!! Acckkkkk I am seriously freakin out man. We have come a long way from last weeks email and this week has been nothing but joy!
I don't even know where to start. I've learned so much this week. If you remember my email from last week, I was very much so not A-O-K. Honestly was pretty sad. But it was for a small moment. Here are some key takeaways and how I'm feeling this week.
Whenever I would start to doubt or feel pretty darn down about myself, I started to think that I am so powerful and satan knows the potential of my power. And because I am so powerful Satan is so scared of me. Our meanest critic is ourself and I think thats where Satan is most powerful. Satan was trying to tell me that I was so weak and so little. But jokes on you Satan I'm actually so much cooler than you and I don't care what you think. Anyways let's stop talking about that guy because im not a fan.
I had another awesome experience this week. So, we have this thing on Sundays called "Go and Do." Basically you just get 2 hours to yourself to just study whatever topic you want and to just feel the spirit. Usually this experience is pretty boring and my whole district just honestly tries to stay awake throughout it. But this time was so much more to me. The first thing I turned to was a random talk by Elder Bednar. It's called "Strength in the Lord" (I think). This was his first talk he ever gave in conference. Right as I got into the talk, the spirit hit me like a gust of wind. Elder Bednar spoke of the lack of confidence in his self. I want to share the part that I loved the most. He said "God hath chosen the foolish things of the world to confound the wise; and God hath chosen the weak things of the world to confound the things which are mighty” (1 Cor. 1:27). This morning I take great comfort in knowing that I am one of the truly weak things of the world."
You're telling me a prophet of the Lord has felt the same way I do?!?! You're telling me that God chose me, someone who is so weak, to counfound the things which are mighty!!! God is so good.
Anyways, this week we taught three 30 minutes lessons in all Italian and I felt so confident!! I am ready to go baptise the Pope!!
Lol. Jokes. But this week has been so fun and so full of joy! If you've been feeling down, find the things that bring you even the littlest of joy. Focus on the good things God has done for you. And if that's hard for you to do right now, watch a funny video to make you laugh idk watch a funny meme or just sing and dance in your room for a second. YOU CAN BE HAPPY!! YOU CHOOSE HAPPINESS AND YOU CHOOSE FOR YOU!!!!!! THATS HOW GOD WANTED IT TO BE!!! WE ARE HERE TO HAVE JOY AND LAUGH UNTIL WE PEE OUR PANTS!!!
OK sorry but lots of pictures this week
- the district pointing to ITALIA
- the spikeball king and queen frfr
- some of my italian besties (Sorella Satiu, Anziano Aho, Anziano Knighton, Sorella Hollman, Sorella Loughney)
- wearing black for the funeral of speaking English
- jolly ol me in class
- said goodbye to elder fish

- helped THE Taryn LeBaron to her room!!
- my friend had to leave the mtc to go get his visa and he brought me back Cafe Rio. Bless up!
- me after a full day's work